I didn't do any revision yesterday because I was tired ,

&my bontot was pain like fuck and I think it's due to yesterday when we were sitting under the scorching sun for a long time .

Bleargh.

Sabo-menyabo

Thursday 24/4 ;
Lala&Gatria's birthday celebration , oh we played with the flour/whippedcream/bedak like no one's business , intheend ,

we were the ones who had to clean them up , because this aunty yg tkder keje dudok pat bawah blok were looking at us like we are some mother fuckers .

(:

But we did the mess , we cleaned it up , atleast we bothered to okay .

Friday 25/4 ;

Sports day , eh , some people are sore losers.

Ah , forget it .

Shahir , sorry for the flour , Iknowyouloveit although you complained throughout like half the journey to Macdonalds .

And I got flour stuck to every part of my body now because Shiqin , Shahir and Fad threw flour at me , I threw flour at them back ! eh.

Andthen , watched the boys played soccer , after which it was a looooooooooooooooooooooong walk back home . I was quiet , I was concentrating , I was sleeping . cheh .

&tomorrow , mugging with Boyf , I think .

I need to get the flour out of my head , goodbye.

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Monday 21/4;

Had Literature Make-up class , I didn't talk much because I was thinking about something very hard , hahaha (: Yes , I really did okay .

Sorry if I didn't entertain people that wants to be entertained .

Eh , I got the highest for Literatue for CT. *bangga*

butthen , Iggy got 36 , &Syafiah got 34 . A mere 2-4 marks different , why different grades ?

Gah .

Tuesday 22/4 ;

Watched the soccer rematch .

Hongkah vs. Jurongville.

Overall , it was like 2-1 rightt ?

Nevertheless , the boys did put their every bit of effort to the game .

:D:D

After the game , went to Rahmat's house (eh ?) to watch them play soccer again .

Tak penat kepe korang ha ?!

It was fun to see them play , hahaha , &Rahmat's cute , as in adorable .

Oh , yougetwhatimean ?

Boyfriend injured his hand , kesian , pakai bag pon susa .

TODAY ;

Learning journey at Science centre .

Waste of time+energy+money ,

you know where I got that phrase right , go look at the archives please .

Went to the library after that , go looked for people .

I saw , Rahmat , Shuib , Amirul , Wahyuni(sp?) &her best friend-I forgot her name.

and some sec 1s , and Boyfriend . They are all a fun bunch of people.

I think I need to go and mug real hard ,

I'm understanding maths , and that's good .

I don't get Science , that's bad .

I look through the whiteboard during Geography , that's super bad .

I'm improving in English , that's very good .

Ain't it ?

Let's go and make a study date together , I don't want to mug alone , it's causing a lot of stress .

Pfffffffffft , &thats the reason why today , at 4am , I woke up and did my revision , but I got to last for only an hour and 45 minutes . Youknow , you should try my method sometimes ,

it works somehow , in one way or another , you'll get that algebraic equations inside your brain .

Alright , maybe one or two , but , worth the time right ?

(:

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GO AND MUG FOR MYE NOW ,

SO GOODBYE !

Oh please , somebody tell me what to do .

):

Now , I believe there's no such things called miracle .

eh .

and boy , I still love you veryveryvery much k .

Sheesh .

Pictures.

Me.
Qzai , Kind of him to come all the way to Bukit Batok to fetch me from Teban.

Willy&Ignatius.

Nazma&Deborah .

Candid . Felicia.

It was already on the table .

Shiqin & Me.

Afifah & Me.

ARRIFFFFFF , haha.

2N2's table.

2A's table. That empty seat's mine. Heh .

Candid group photo 1.

Candid group photo 2.

Almost perfect , but what's with Afifah ?

Igggggggggy.

Me.

Nazma.The candle.

Rita , and ofcourse , Nazma.

The rose .Martyn , Willy , Iggy.That thing is the moon .

Shiqin & Wanie.

Note: These pictures are in no correct order .

Nostalgia-under the stars ?

The dinner was great , with the people that I'm sitting with .
We had a blast , laughing .

(:

Shiqin look supersuper feminine , HAHAHA .

She looked nice .

I was expecting something different , and Afifah was the way how I expected her to be .

Fatin was superduper gorgeous .

EVERYONE WAS PRETTY&HANDSOME YESTERDAY NIGHT OKAY .

I couldnt see the performance due to the supermegabig heads infront of me .

Maybe they should consider putting the lower sec infront instead of behind , because , you know.

We are not that tall right . gah , it's over anyway .

Pictures would be in the next post (I guess).

But there's no promises .

Ohoh , and somebody's at Turtle City(inside joke!).

HAHAHAHAHA , go figure .

yes.

Everything's falling into pieces .

Problems , why can't you just go away ?

Rain , can you wash away my problems for me ?

Friends , can you help me get better ?

Family , can you tell me what to do now ?

Amir , can you show me how to not give up ?

Qzai , can you be there when I need you ?

Syafiah , can you hold on ?

Lydia , can you be happier still ?

Ayu , can you help me smile ?

Shiqin , can you tell me one of your advises right now ?

Maii , can you be there for me ?

Fathiah , can you change for the better ?

Noora , can you help them answer ?

Like seriously , I dont know whats happening , I dont want to quarrel everyday with friends/Amir. I just dont want to . &it will all end up with me saying sorry , but what did I even do wrong in the first place ? I don't even know , and I have to retaliate.

Tell me , how is that fair ?

But I dont want broken ties .

):

Please , I hope for a better tomorrow everyday , but I don't see any change .

For the last time , I'm hoping for one again , &I really hope there's a miracle.

I dont want this to happen . Please , no more tears.

I'm tired , what for quarrel for other people ?

):

Ishhhhhhhhh , what's happening to the world ?

Being a couple is suppose to be blissful , man .

I just don't know what's happening , k .

Don't ask me already .

Ohoh , the gift was so sweeet boy .

You see , now you make me love you even more , hmpf.

Do you know ..

I dont care anm , pffffffft . If you dont want my help , then say so .

You don't have to push me away just like that , you think I'm your rag doll or something .

Oh please , everyone's hating you alr , I don't want to , but this attitude of yours , mintak kenek smack !

I wanted to console , you pushed me away . I wanted to talk , you didn't bulge . I wanted to know , you didn't tell . Just tell me exactly what you want .

Syafiah , Lydia , Ayu , where are you guys when I need you all the most? ):

No la , kidding , I'm actually quite happy , knowing that I've only , and apparently , have lost only a friend . I told you , I don't care .

Other than that ,

HAPPY 1 MONTH LA DEAR .

I love you to bits and pieces (:

Even if you let me run through the whole carpark searching for you the other day because you were walking too fast . Hahahaha .

You made the wrong move , I dont like you anymore.

I don't see you carrying out the things that you should've done a long time ago (maybe) , but then , I'm reallyreallyreally sick and tired of entertaining such people like you , its meaningless .

But , you're the closest thing I have to a brother .

Everything's falling apart , other than this relationship (its still going on strong !),

This week's been hectic . MYE's coming near , I'm scared , I've yet to study , I've to get good grades , pfffffft . Tell me a method of passing my subjects with multiples A1s without even touching notes/texts/doing homework .

Even classmates who didn't do their homework could get A1s/A2s , and us ? the people who does the work , couldn't even barely pass a test . Irony.

The soccer match .

Hongkah vs JVS .

2-0 .

Boyfriend crieeeeeeeeeeeed ): He looked cute though , even some people said the same thing too.

And the enrichment was a total waste of time , pfffffffffft . Seriously , enrichments nowadays .

So , un-profiting . Waste of time+energy+money .

Tell me , what your next move is so that I can be prepared for it .

This is a thing called love huh .

I've changed my number , yet again .
Sorry if I've waken people up with my sms-es at 12 in the morning .

Things are better , only better .

I don't know if holding on is the right thing to do now .

Loving someone is like none other.

Losing someone will have a feeling that's so bitter.

So cherish the moment you share with your loved ones .

It reflects to myself .

Boy , you're just so cute (:

Theres no more smiles.

I dread going to school everyday , everythings just too hard.

To see us drifting apart day by day , boy , do you know it pains my heart ?

I wonder why did I even think that being in love was like a fairytale ?

It all doesn't make sense , I just dont want to lose you .

What happened to forever ?

Friends , they just dont know .

I want them to know , but I dont want sympathy .

I know everybody has their own set of problems , so this is mine.

I'm running away from it , I agree .

Cause everytime I try to talk things out , one or two would walk out .

Leaving me helpless , not even a single soul is helping .

I'm sorry I didn't trust you .

I'm sorry if I was the cause of the injury of your hand .

I'm sorry I said " There's no point in us being together. "

I'm sorry if I didn't even bother to talk to you .

I'm sorry if I make you worry too much .

I'm sorry , k.

There's no more Iloveyous , &even if there is , not much of love is coming out .

):

Nur Amirrudin Bin Mazlan , what happened ?